Friday 18 December 2009
1/8/07
The English countryside in summer: green trees and hedgerows, yellow (or ochre) fields, pale blue sky. A strict division of zoning of colour fields, each seemingly allocated to denote a different function: a manufactured and regulated landscape, subject to distinct divisions of space. But hardly country in the real sense (at least, not along the line between Cambridge and London), but more land as yet residual to urban sprawl: a determinant of the city, an unintended leftover of it. Perhaps the most visible sign of this is how the structures being built in it are uncompromisingly urban: they take no heed of the fact they are surrounded by ‘nature’, and nature, by virtue of this, appears ‘degraded’ in the light of this dissonance. (Notice how sensitive you were to this degraded state of nature when you were a kid; wasn’t it one reason why you disliked the country so intensely?)The approach to London is now so heavily built up that one is no longer conscious of entering the limits of the city: the distinction has ceased to exist. The category of ‘country’ needs to be rethought, at least in southern England – or abandoned.
Most striking of all though is how all your antipathies and ‘weaknesses’ were revived the moment you came back here. You are more conscious than ever of how much England bores you – though ‘boredom’ hardly covers the sense of helpless despair you find yourself feeling (or perhaps: indulging yourself in) when you are here. It may be that having remained in this country has been one of the biggest mistakes of your life, and that you should have paid attention to, and acted upon, your early desires to go abroad: to Germany, to the United States, to Russia. You cannot at the moment say, and it is pointless trying to determine which. No amount of looking back will resolve these questions definitively, because the ultimate meaning of those events can only be determined retrospectively, by what you do now. Needless to say, it is not England in itself that is intensely boring, but the life that you have made for yourself here. (but what of the lives you might make for yourself?)
Tarkovsky as Slavophile: how much of the ideology of his films might be found in, say, the work of Glazunov? Could he merely be offering a more ‘sophisticated’ version of Glazunov’s ‘narrative’? And if so, does Mirror give the more exhaustive exposition of this narrative (consider, for example, the shots of soldiers marching across Lake Lagoda to relieve Leningrad as a modern, Slavophile version of Benjamin’s victors’ triumph, only instead of cultural artefacts they bear in their arms both the cause of their suffering and the means of their liberation, namely weapons). Could a painting, however large, ever hope to comment upon this film; can a non-narrative art offer commentary upon a narrative one? And what would be the point if it did? Would it not have to incorporate the ‘scene’ into its own symbolic narrative (a la Glazunov), only in a way that is formally more innovative and interesting? Imageine the artist: a young, clever careerist, who has accepted a commission to decorate the lobby, and perhaps also the stairs, of the Chechen parliament with a mural – whose subject is either the history of the Chechen people or of Chechen-Russian friendship. For this he uses Tarkovsky, though works by Tolstoy and Lermontov also feature, as do certain Chechen writers (who?). Title is History of the Vainakh. It is decided that it should encompass the recent Chechen war, whose causes in the picture are fudged, so to speak, and whose monstrous suffering is sentimentalised. He needs to create allegorical figures to represent each people. Its theme should be the gradual acceptance, through a series of horrific defeats, of the reality of Russian hegemony. The most heroic act is this acceptance. The picture will be self-consciously in the tradition of Russian imperialist romanticisation of the Caucasus. His struggle is to stop his real loathing of the Chechens seeping into his work. His solution is to make his own loathing of Chechens an attribute of the Chechens in his picture, whose implacable resentment of imperialist rule is thereby made palpable. In his spare time he is making his own work about the country: a long poem entitled Impressions of Chechnya.
Sunday 11 October 2009
29/7/07
The towerblocks swaying gently, like ships at anchor, against the horizon of lights: an optical illusion caused by your own (unconscious) movement, which must persist during the day, but which you are only able to perceive at night, presumably because the high contrast of dark and light enables the eye to register smaller movements.
Are you capable of writing poetry? The question is not an honest one; it should rather be: do you want to, do you need to? And the answer, judging from the last few thousand words, is that you do not, at least not yet. The objectives based on technical incompetence, on disdain for the amateurishness you believe you will express your thoughts with, are spurious; since this would amount to an argument not to begin at all. More convincing, perhaps, is the notion of suppression: that of a need, or of a self, that might successfully express itself this way. But this too is doubtful, for self-expression in your experience has always involved an active stance, the taking of a position, rather than a letting out or releasing what is suppressed. You act, and then you consider how you have acted; you do not give yourself 'permission' (or do you? Remember the Surrealist – you forget who – who spoke of another writer as having given him 'la grande permission' to write as he felt he needed).
Donne was right (at least by his own deeply reactionary lights): solitude is 'the Devil's company', and regular social engagement is effective in keeping you sane, not least because it sustains, and enforces, a consistent sense of identity, without which you discover that 'identity' does not exist, or certainly that it isn't what you thought it was, as its components begin to come apart. This, surely, is part of the mechanism operating here. You need to keep in mind that every act is a willed one, and some of what seems an abdication of will is actually a perverse kind of self-punishment (and hence supremely deliberate). If this is the case, then it becomes in principle possible to change.
31/7/07
The arched brick arcades along King's Cross station have a likeable austerity: they remind you of how many of your childhood memories must be of these bare, brick, utilitarian walls (usually part of some railway engineering works), for their presence has lodged itself somewhere deep in your subconscious. The back wall of your parent's garden is surely one source of this, as is Auden Place which adjoins it. Interesting that the courtyard full of ruins cars that you remember playing in should have become a doubtful memory, and deeply confused with dream. Other high, brick walls include the cutting below the bridge at Chalk Farm, and the Roundhouse – both creations of the railway. They are always sinister and deeply familiar, and they always signify entrapment. The fondness you have for them must by nature be ambiguous. You shall never escape because you shall always return. Ironic that presently haute-bourgeois Primrose Hill should remain at bottom an industrial landscape. Or rather, industrialisation itself becomes a layer or sediment of the past (laid down, among other places, in your own mind). Other brick walls: along Chalk Farm Road, around Primrose Hill School (the school itself brick, tall and forbidding), along the canal: the vaults of the bridges over the canal particularly. You remember now that your childhood was haunted precisely by the ghosts of industrialisation, by its vanishing folk-memories, which adults, who themselves had hardly any direct memory of them, would parade in front of you as a means of inspiring fear, awe, and obedience.
Tuesday 11 August 2009
28/7/07 (Dali at the Tate)
Re Dali; the crucial development he made in Surrealist painting was the literalisation – that is, the rendering realist and photographic – of its hitherto semi-abstract forms, the introduction of three-dimensional, illusionist pictorial space into the flat spaces of, say, a Miro. Consider the transition from the early ‘Cubist’ and beach and bather scenes to the ‘properly’ Surrealist works of the late twenties and thirties. This introduction of ‘conventional’ pictorial space brings with it metaphor: something neither Cubism nor pure abstraction were capable of – or intended to – generate. And metaphor, of course, belonged to the terrain of the subconscious. Compare Dali’s literalisation of ‘abstract’ forms with Donne’s literalisation of poetic metaphor, which set the preconditions for ‘metaphysical poetry’. Donne’s method, too, involved a commitment to precision and clarity. Both could be interpreted as a kind of petrification or ossification of form. And both, of course, implied a reactionary aesthetics (I think it is safe to say) which comprised an earlier, ‘good’ phase (the twenties and thirties, the Songs and Sonnets), and a later degenerated one (the ‘Hollywood’ period, the religious poetry).
28/7/07
Note a quality that several works of ‘innovative’ British writing and filmmaking of the 1970s seems to share: a kind of directionlessness, which does not allow itself to end coherently. The later (and not only later) novels of B.S. Johnson, Chris Petit’s Radio On, and the Clash documentary by Hazan and Mingay all exhibit this, and it is of course difficult now not to interpret it in the context of the wider directionlessness, and the impending political dead end, experienced by the left in the later seventies. In each case there is the sense of something being initiated that is not sustained, like the weak attempts at narrative development that intersperse the documentary. As Petit said of making Radio On, “when there’s few other people around doing what you’re doing, it makes it difficult to get better”. And none of them in fact did get better; Petit’s subsequent career, and Johnson’s death – perhaps – show this (though with Johnson there were obviously other reasons for his suicide). Indeed Johnson’s suicide could be interpreted as an index of his commitment, and ambition.
But what all these works manage to convey despite, or perhaps because of, their deficiencies is a remarkably strong sense of the time in which they were made – the Clash documentary in particular. The variety of nostalgia this carries with it is interesting in itself: the dilapidation and crass ugliness of the urban environment it depicts, together with the physical (and linguistic) unruliness of those that appear in it, both today carry the memory of a social space less tightly controlled and administered than it is today. Next to contemporary urban ‘regeneration’ projects, with their ‘landscaped’ public areas and bristling with CCTV cameras, their installment of retail units in almost every available space, the neglected, decaying urban landscapes of the nineteen seventies speak of lost freedoms – if also, perhaps, of greater physical dangers. The verbal violence in the form of swearing, which is indiscriminate and thereby almost, at times, good natured, is another instance of this; today it, together with obscene gestures like the fuck off sign (so ubiquitous in the seventies), has almost completely disappeared, and obscenities have acquired a violent charge they probably never had in the past (perhaps, too, they are more likely to provoke violence if used – or rather, state violence, the intervention of the police). What all this amounts to is that the working class, carnivalesque atmosphere that one sees present at the gigs – which is wild, spontaneous, uncontrolled and open to all, and which inherently involves risk – has become ever more difficult to create, if it is possible now at all. Tillmans has spoken of this process in one of his exhibition catalogues, and no doubt it has been widely commented on by others. Your own ‘conservatism’, and ‘dislike’ of popular music has meant that you have only become fully aware of it recently – and in large part by virtue of your experience in the former Soviet Union, where one quickly becomes aware of the absence of physical controls on movement through the urban environment which are so ubiquitous in the west that one no longer notices them. This process of suppression, or absorption, of spontaneous social activity and its replacement, ‘from above’, with its controlled simulacrum has been one of the most striking developments of the last thirty years. It goes hand in hand with processes of ‘professionalisation’ (also notably absent in the Clash documentary), and the creation and saturation of information technology and media markets, whose simulacra come to substitute themselves for the things they represent. What seems in the documentary to express all that is anachronistic and naïve in the rather befuddled political stance it tries to assume, is the basic, and unquestioned, assumption that the band’s politics and its professional ambitions within the music world were somehow compatible, and would not inevitably come into contradiction with each other. This assumption has not survived. Perhaps the Clash only seem so good now in the light of what happened next in popular music. Who, if anyone, might properly be considered their heir today?
Monday 10 August 2009
25/7/07
This stay in
Otherwise
But why are you writing approvingly of the
Saturday 12 July 2008
22/7/07
Heaven smiles, and states and empires gleam
Like wrecks of a dissolving dream.
What aura, what charge is it that these ruins or fragments have retained - or indeed acquired?
Consider the ideological materialisation (or the materialisation of ideology), the pavilion building and the dream, and the affinities among these.
Note how VDNKH, with its variously themed pavilions representing different branches of industry and different Soviet nationalities provides a kind of ideological model or map of the Soviet Union.